I need to clear my head and it seems writing is a temporary solution to this problem. I have been extremely stressed lately and my health is suffering from this. I can't continue on this path because there are long-term consequences that could result.
I have too many things to worry about, but I'd rather not talk about them. When I do, it seems my stress level escalates, which is never a good thing. I am starting a program tomorrow to see what I can do to reduce my stress level.
The funny thing is, if I were to explain what is making me stressed, many would probably laugh. I have very few things to worry about in life, seriously. I have been so blessed that I guess I don't know how to handle small stresses in my life. I am ready to make a healthy change in my life.
What is also funny, is that I have contemplated seeing a therapist about reducing anxiety in my life. I looked up Psychologists in the area, and to my surprise, they charge roughly $100 per 50 minute session. Wow-za that is a lot of dough. I definitely cannot afford that. However, I plan to be on the other side of that in a couple of years, so I cannot complain. I will be relying on that for my income in the future.
Boy I can't wait to graduate from grad school and get my life on the road. How awesome will that be? I just found out today that I will be able to graduate in four years with a double degree in Psychology and Marketing. Yay! This is the best news I could have received. Iowa State Psychology program, here I come!
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